Make Time

Lately I've been feeling that I have not spare some personal time for myself. Either it's doing my own things or anything, but I missed spending my own time just with myself.

As I looked back, I noticed I've been working for the past few weekends and it all started since CNY. I took 3 days of annual leave to make time to settle some outstanding stuffs but these 3 days of annual leaves has turned out to be sick. I know my health can't take it any more. I used to be able to handle hectic work life and now, it's totally different. 

It is a challenging job that I'm but I can't seem to be able to answer what I have been busy with. Most of my colleagues ended up like me, unable to tell what are we focusing. Too many things to handle with so limited man power. I portrayed myself like the ants.. As the ants are focusing on a chunk of sweet food, try shaking or put some heat to it and you can see the ants are all scattered. That's me. I've been running like a fool sometimes to get things done but I'm all over. In summary, I'm sales, marketing communications, runner, event planner and tour agent. I have 2 eateries outlets, 1 animal park, 1 Malacca Airport cum Travel Agent, 3 up-coming boutique hotels, 1 Malaysia Eye Ferris Wheel and 1 up-coming new indoor and outdoor theme park. The bottom line is that I felt tired. 

Talking to the management or even trying to change their system is the last thing to do because they won't change. They are even to consider reducing the staffs. So far, 3 staffs has been sacked due to unable to answer call when the person is away and for taking leaves. Everyone can be ended that way and I would say my work is insecure.