Friends - Who?

I remembered I was struck by the question from a friend, “Who are your friends that you invite to your blog?” At that point of time, I do not know how to answer. I don’t know who my friends are anymore.

I use to blog on Friendster till I felt it seems so empty. Over 100 friends that I have in the list, my close friends do not seem to give a damn. It made me to have this thought, who my friends are. Although we spent much time together but I think they do not understand me that much, only at the surface. There are friends that I care to share my ups & downs but I guess we do not share the same common interest. Blogging is about sharing events on all aspects of my life, my thoughts & felling that I want to keep a record of it. Invitation and sharing resemble invites of friends a step to my inner circle of friendship in understanding each other.

Invites has been sent out but my invitations were ignored except friends from the Wednesday session. I thought my invitation to them will make them feel honored and will be more than happy to accept. Maybe they are too lazy to bother about my blog, maybe it is hassle for them to log on to the blogger web, and maybe they just prefer talking face to face. So many ‘maybes’. I felt disappointed and hurt but it is the reality that I must face.