Rainy days

This week had been a tough week.. not so much on work but on other matters. It hit me so hard that I just could not control my emotions. Why am I reacting like this because they were all dearest friends of mine. It was very hard for me to accept what's going on and the changes that might be taken place.

Maybe I'm over sensitive, maybe they were right about me.. so many maybes and I just can't stop assuming..

I still do not know what is next and how to deal with it but deep inside, I still have the hope to make things better. I'm willing to give in to make things better for us but to you, my decision may be a failure or giving up things easily..