Missed

It has been quite some time now that I've not actually 'see' the garden in XH until last night.

I managed to see and feel the night breeze when Ed & Lionel went to change the light.

It was quite surprising to see how tall the trees have grown, especially the bamboo. I suddenly thought of how far and how much I've missed to watch them grow as I can still clearly remember how we all started to do the planting and to have some activities in the garden some time back.

I felt a tension and wondered how much things I've missed in life.