2 weeks ago, my friend asked me to pray for her dad who was diagnosed with liver malfunction. It was so sudden because her dad has always looks healthy. Last week, he had passed on.
I feel sad but at the same time there was an inner feeling stirred up. I felt an urge to leave here immediately and to fast forward my plan of going home for good. All that I can think off at that very moment was my dad. I just want to be home for him.
Life is fragile and unpredictable. I know I have fear of loosing someone dear. Speeding up my plan will only calming myself that I'm always with him but still the fear will always be there. Maybe I've not fully to be able to let go, to entrust it to God and to be free.
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