I was emotionally broke down yesterday right after everyone left the office. Probably too many things came up and I finally faced the reality that I do not want to accept it. Like a fragile glass, once broken, considered sold. I'm awared that I can't carry on much longer. Every emotion surpressed inside me. I've became such a fragile person.
My best colleague, Michie has tendered her resignation. She's officially resigned. It's my first time working with a colleague for such long time and we've built up good bonds in between us. The parting part is the saddest and hardest.
As for my on going project, the event.. I need assistant on the event day and the old timers just turn a deaf ear. The team has already long gone. Out of pride and anger, I told myself, I will not beg anyone. I will not. If I'm going to do things alone, I'll do it. Since this partnership will end by year end, I do not need to build a good reputation between my company, client & my media partner. I'll just do my part and do my best.
My destiny here in this present company will be ended this year end. Yes. I guess so as the media business will be ending. The thoughts of what will I be doing next starting to triggers me. It did managed to make me to press the panic button but besides the job that I must seek, it is me that I need to deal with. I can't keep running away from reality.
2 comments:
Hang on, Kat. God has a plan for you, to move on perhaps?
Come to think of it, if everything is fine in your company, you might not have considered another option.
Sometimes, change is for the better. But of course, a lot of discernment needs to be done.
Kat, cheer up! I believe there's still a way out and be calm. 船到桥头自然直. Do what you can and be patient for a good opportunity.
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