Alive & kicking

Some of you might be wondering why am I so quiet these days. Oh well, I'm still here. Just got pretty occupied with work during the weekdays and busy with my own things in the weekends.

I've been struggling to write press releases, planning & writing emcee's script. It has taken up most of my time because it's all mostly written in Mandarin. So you know why it's a struggle for me, with my poor Mandarin & with one head thinking. Now am stuck in the middle. I can't proceed with organizing a print media interview without 8tv's approval. Inviting the media through 8TV will be much better, who knows Harmonic anyway? The media agency seems to delay our meet up with the emcee to plan & finalize the rundown. I hate being a middle person. I hate to wait. I just want to get it settle and proceed. Arghhhh!!

Today is also the last day of work for my marketing colleague. Then I'll be alone for a week until a new girl joins in in August & I was ordered to guide & teach her. I sighed. Teach her? What to teach her? Oh come on, all on going partnerships will be ended by Dec 09. Meeting clients & agencies? I've stopped meeting them and now I need to bring her? *Sigh* Poor girl. She should get a better job outside than wasting her life here. My boss hired her just to fulfill the contract with our SG partner, that there must be 2 marketing persons to promote the belt. Gosh! You know darn well that the belt is dying.

Sad to say, it's just like digging my own grave here. I wonder what am I doing here, & what I'll be doing next. I'm in search of myself & in search of God. The journey is still long & I'm seeking for instant answers from Him. Prayers are slowing down & I know, to know Him & to know me, I need to pray & discern.