I did it again

This is me. When I am very fond about my friends, I tend to defend them from other's negative remarks on them. This happened yesterday when William doubted about my friend's opinion on me.

The misunderstanding happened yesterday night when we were talking about my friends. Deep inside me, I know that he is just showing that he cares for me, just that he interpreted in a different manner, not my way and it made my temper shoot up. I know I shouldn't have. Misunderstanding do occurs but I don't usually put my temper into it.

It got me to think and to reflect about myself. Probably it is very easy to release my temper to someone dear because I'm being myself, I guess. But I find it hard even to apologise and to admit on my fault.

Another thing got me to think about is that since when I have temper. I've always proud of my patience, always I gained praises from friends saying that I'm really a patience person back in the schooling days. I started noticing that I am developing hot temper since last year. End of last year was much more worst and I tried to control it. I guess part of the reasons are the daily challenges that I am facing. I need to work on it and to be more careful with my temper. It's not just hurting others, it affects my health and mood.

(pic taken at FRIM)